Wednesday, January 20, 2010

January 20, 2010 – Ten dollars

I gave ten dollars to Haiti relief efforts yesterday.  

What does that really mean?   It means as I was doing my weekly grocery shopping and checking out, the clerk asked me if I’d like to donate to the Haiti relief efforts and I said yes and onto my bill, ten dollars was added.

I secretly wonder if it will even make it.    Or if it will get washed away in hidden fees and processing.  I feel bad that all I gave was ten dollars.  Maybe I should have given more…. I probably should have given more.  Can ten dollars even begin to touch or to help? 

Rather than focusing on that, I will think differently and I will ….

-  hope that those ten dollars provided ten gallons of clean water for the dehydrated mothers and fathers crying in the heat for their missing children.

-  pray that those ten dollars went to disease prevention for the little ones left behind in the rubble with nothing sanitary or preventative to keep them from becoming ill.

-  want those ten dollars to go towards rebuilding areas and providing families with a safe place to rest for at least a moment.

So, rather than worrying about the negative, instead of being skeptical about hidden fees or questioning percentages, I will rather,  pray for these people struggling and I will hope  for my ten dollars to reach them in a positive form.   And rather than wonder if it was enough, too little of a donation to be significant, I will know that it was ten dollars more than before I walked into my grocery store.  

I will hope and pray for these people.  I will be extra grateful for my home… it’s roof, our meals, a glass of clean water and a daily shower.   These everyday items will be acknowledged and appreciated.   And the next time I’m able, I’ll donate again.  This is what I can do.  This is the positivity even in the face of such crisis.

~K

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