Friday, January 6, 2012

January 5, 2012 - LOVE

He just turned four.

He wrote this himself.  And taped it to my washing machine.



That's it.  The most important things in life, right?    

~K

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

January 3, 2012

"Mama!!!   I wuuvv you!!"

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He yells for me from wherever he may be.  When I answer,
this is his standard response.  I wuv you.

Easily fifteen times a day.   It never gets old.

And for that, I am beyond grateful.

~K

Monday, January 2, 2012

January 2, 2012

You've heard of over scheduling?

Our day was the opposite.  Nowhere to
be at all.

Today was full of lots of laziness,
lots of giggles, lots of hugs.

Fire in the fireplace, football on the television and
family cuddled up on the couch.

Relaxing decompression after the hustle of the
holidays and before the new year gets going in full
force.

It worked very well ~

~K

Sunday, January 1, 2012

January 1, 2012

Happy New Year~

Today celebrates the third year of 365.  Wahoo!

We spent last night with family, laughing and loving, accepting and
celebrating each other as we planned for the next year together.

Today, the first year of 2012 was filled with peacefulness and laughter,
family and sunshine and not a moment of anything less.   This is exactly
how I want to begin ...

I'm ready for a new year and excited for the possibilities~

K

December 31, 2011

My daughter was helping me to put away holiday decorations this morning
in the attic and she asked me if I could go through the old baby clothes with her and get
her some 'newborn' outfits for her stuffed animals.

She's been asking me this for a while and I've been procrastinating after each request.
My 'to do' list is long today but I sat down and slowly unboxed baby clothes.  So
many memories came flooding back and as it always amazes me that either of these
big kids in my house now were ever 8-12 pound newborns.

I gently touched all the embroidery on the little dresses and remembered her as she
wore them.  Then I inhaled deeply into his teddy bear onesies, in hopes of gathering
a scent him as he once was, just a bundle in my arms.

As I sat and sulked in the bittersweetness of the events, I heard her downstairs excitedly
going into her room and talking...

"Hey there, Bowie!  Wait until you see how your tail fits perfectly into this one!"  and then
just as enthusiastically, "Mr. Lumpy, you are going to look just fantastic in this one!"

She's talking to her stuffed animals as she dresses them in the clothes I had just given her.  
She's being seven.  And it's beautiful.

It was then that I realized that while missing all that has gone far too fast, I need to remember
to enjoy 7 and him 4.   Seven and four are cool~  different, but equally important and just
fantastic.

So, here's to a new year~

My resolutions are to write more, laugh more, do more yoga and more of anything for that matter
that makes me happy.   I want to continue photography and may start canning and even camping.  I want to deliberately spend more time on the beach and in the mountains.  

I want to say yes more and no less - to my children, to challenges, to experiences.    I want to make an effort of surrounding myself with people and situations who make me laugh and who better me as a person.  I want to be around people who make me think, question, laugh and smile.   I want to develop a circle of acceptance and love around us and our children, a place where there is little room for negativity or for judgement.

And there... I want to continue to grow along with them... and to not miss a moment along the way.

Happy New Year~   K

Thursday, December 8, 2011

December 2, 2011- Family Movie Night

Belly laughs from my babies watching Home Alone for the first time, curled up, first side by side in sleeping bags and then both of them stuffed into one small sleeping bag in front of a warm winter fire. 

Giggles and hysterical laughs as they watch the antics we all remember so well from this classic movie.  They laugh and my husband and I glanced back and forth at each other and smile at this wonderful little life we’ve created and this small sliver of life’s perfection.

~K

November 26, 2011- Holiday Dinner

Smoked Turkey.  

A day of decorating. 

Holiday music playing.  

Kids excited and full of holiday magic.

Awesome!

Most importantly - a table surrounded with family.

~K